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Jun 28 2007

I really have no idea what I am doing

Published by singlemom at 5:52 pm under Uncategorized Edit This

I am just a single mom looking out into the world for some friendly people to talk to. I am excited to see how this works. 

I work from home, my world is typing and my ten year old twins.  I also have a twenty year old daughter.  I just celebrated my 42nd birthday but I think i feel older than that!!! I am just recently divorced after a 22 year marriage, (well 24 but only 22 were together - the divorce took a long time).  I am trying to put myself and my life back together.  I lost myself for a very long time.  I forgot what joy was, I never put my needs or wants before anyone else and I think that that was a huge mistake.  It is amazing to be in this place in my life, it is not where i planned to be.  My new motto is Grow Where Your are Planted.   I told my kids, we did not choose to be in this garden but we have to grow while we are here.  This process is taking a very long time though.  I get frustrated, i guess i want to see results immediately.  I think that instant gratification is a problem in alot of areas.  I hope I can continue to learn and grow without falling down too many more times. 

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